Since I live in Lelystad, in the Netherlands, the public library has always been a place where I feel at home. And it’s not just because I love to read books, because to be honest, reading books nowadays demands making time for it. And time is something we all complain about not having enough.Continue reading
Since I’m a single mom, now officially 3 years ago, I’ve been going through all ups and downs possible when it comes to re initiating my life. Not just by being a single mom (Note: a single mom is a mom who is raising her children on her own, and not always implies there is no father playing a role!) also just by being a woman, and especially when it comes to love affairs.
The time gap
It took me a long time – longer than a whole year – to be back to my writing. And here I am. What was my excuse? I had many, as a matter of fact. First of all, since the last 2 years I’ve been going through a major personal development, mostly a spiritual path which made me hold back somehow from my ‘normal life’. I was really confused on how to bring out my word, my message; doubting if that was something important and necessary to do.
While we enter the new season, something has been cracking inside of me. It’s going to burst out all kind of things; flowers, colours and much different stuff. It comes like the tides, with high and low moments of freedom, insight, revelations, much new information still in process of downloading.
For the last – almost – 4 years, I’ve been learning quite a lot about myself and my inner transformation has been taking place, even when I wasn’t consciously aware of it.
The last year and half has been a blessing, but also a huge challenge for me. Although I might look fiercely and strong (I sort of project this image) many times I’m simply weak and depressed by the fact that life is tougher than what I expect.
Although this year I haven’t been much busy with my blog, these are the final annual results. Not bad 😉 2016 will find me with some new features and changes. New year, new style! Thank to all the readers and followers! Happy New Year! And don’t forget, dreams come true, so long you give them shape!
I now realize it’s been almost half a year since the last time I wrote here. Nothing wrong about it, of course, I’ve already stated I’m not a blogger anymore, I just keep my label as a writer who writes whenever suits her.. And that’s fine.
My heart has been pounding from one state of mind to another. Wondering along the way which state was better to hold on, I grabbed my own self many times wishing there was only one way to fulfil my hungry heart.
Today is exactly a week ago that I literally came back to life. I was spending last Sunday Easter day my time with a good friend in beautiful city of lights, Paris, France.
It’s been exactly 21 years ago since I’ve been in this lovely city. My friend Octavio was coming to Europe and after deciding it wasn’t possible for us to meet in the Netherlands; we gave up the hope of seeing each other again.
I’ve been silent for long. Silent and hidden in my perfect bubble home.
Since 4 weeks ago, after a serious bike accident and a deep injury in my knee, I’m enjoying the art of nothing and resting for good.